I have thought about writing this post a lot.  I have even dreamt about it.  It is a huge thing for me and believe it or not I am in tears already.  And I still have no idea if I will publish this or not.  Maybe this one is just for me. My beautiful, hilarious, perfect boy will be one in two weeks time. This milestone has been looming towards me with an ever increasing intensity day by day.  People keep asking if we are going to have a party.  Who with? I have lost regular contact with all my friends.  Much of this is my fault.  We moved, I don't drive, but someone did invent trains. ...

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